i swear i didn't disappear. it's been a surreal past few weeks, but i did manage to get a few posts in there, as you can see. you know how some times you look back on and it's hard to believe they existed? like it's just hard to grasp them. usually it's something very different and either really good or really bad, but not this time. i just look back on the past few weeks and feel like i dreamed them. they weren't good or bad, just not fully there. like i was on drugs the whole time. and i swear i wasn't. nor am i right now, though it may seem like it with all my babbling. (haha.) basically, i just wanted to say i'm coming back, for better or worse. and dropping the quote of the day at the request of a certain timothy. especially since it was updated all of like twice. enjoy the little "caffeine diary" quote in its place.