to any who may have been concerned about the previous post, i am, in fact, fine. in a fit of honesty last night, i wrote the previous post and told myself i would post it when i got back online. it is true that i let myself cry more (a good thing, i swear), and that i did so yesterday, but that does not mean that there is any serious problem other than stress and lack of sleep here. and with that, i'm off to spend my first night in my "apartment". g'night!